noahs_married

nostalgic attack

Fri, 06 Mar 2009 00:51:04 GMT

this past two weeks have been tearing me apart
and i have been acting fine towards everyone the entire time
ughh
so much frustration inside

i wish dena lived here
i hope things have not ended between us
i miss her a lot, even tho she's "done with boys for now"
ridiculous

i miss so much from far back
i was reading old journals

molly's old account
jessi's old
ha
we have really grown up

but i just miss those days
me and molly use to kickback all the time
now jimmy threw me out
idk why that guy hates me, i never did anything
shit id rather be friends with him than have lost me and molly's chill days

and i use to hang out with all of my other friends
but now its so different
we hardly even hangout
not with molly
not with jessi
not with allison
i really don't like it
reminiscing is not something i want to be doing

i guess this is why college comes at this time
i don't want to lose everything tho

all i can hope is things get better
cuz i feel something slipping away inside of me each day

im sorry if i upset anyone with this
i just had to somehow let this out

stupid

Sun, 04 Jan 2009 03:49:11 GMT

i like this town
sometimes
but the more i think of it
the happier i am to be leaving
san angelo is okay
but when none of your friends do anything with you
well thats just bullshit

im tired of it all
nobody i use to hang out with and have good times with wants to chill with me anymore
they have all moved on
they always have to hang with another friend
it pisses me off
im glad im going to penn for spring break to see phay
or at least should
he always was down to chill
probably the only guy

a new life might change that for me
college means new friends
new people to chill with
hopefully they won't always have something better to do

sorry for bitching

halo

Wed, 31 Dec 2008 06:35:35 GMT

well well well
how you guys been doing lately?
me?
same loser
same games
same noah

basically not much has changed
except for a tad few things

*ahem*
soooooooooo
thanksgiving was badass
lots of family over
watched movies
played games
good time

then isaac left again for another two weeks
school picked up
i'm not sure where i stand as of now in ranking
hopefully the same or a bit higher
i swear the stress gets to my brain sometimes
i need to just chill
anyways
i did fairly well in all my classes
and yea
Christmas break right?
time to relax?
wrong
i still have swimming
18 hours of it matter of fact
and when i started back up this monday
i was barely recovering from being sick
and 3 hours of swimming a day being kind of sick
sux big dick
so much pain

but yea
before thattttttttt
i went to el paso
for Christmas
now..
i like el paso
but come on
the kids are so stuck up there!
i can't get one look from any of the hot girls in the mall
okay
exaggeration
but still
everyone that bumps into you will not say excuse me
no manners
all hot tho
still does not make up for it
i got some pretty chill stuff from santa
and bought a scarf and pants
basically it
not too bad
then i went to some house party
was weak shit
last one i went to over there was huge
so i don't drink yea, but still, there's usually entertainment or something
blew
but my cousin ivan who took me and isaac didn't want to go, and we just did it cuz it was 2 in the morning with nothing to do
leroy(ivan's best friend) always makes me laugh tho, and he was there
so its cool
then i got to drive nightrider six hours back to san angelo
by myself
so we could swim the next day
man
it gets pretty boring until night
i wanted to sleep
ha
but that means bye bye noah from this world
i hope no one would be happy with that
:]
and then swimming
plus i need to read a book for english by monday
there was a halo party at dan's house today
but we didn't really play that much
we played pool and ping pong and other fun games
good night today

oh btw
im accepted into baylor and smu right now
and my harvard application is due the first of the new year
yikes
rice has already been sent in
im worried
isaac was accepted to all his schools
even tho im not him, and didn't apply to the same schools he did (Stanford, Yale, Harvard, MIT)
i still want some sort of pride in being accepted to some top tier schools
oh well

i hope 2008 was great for all of you
mine was fairly nice
especially summer
see you all in the new year
one step closer to graduation
keep in touch
pce

adam's song

Sat, 22 Nov 2008 02:08:19 GMT

eyyyyyyyyyy

break finally
wooooo

actually no
i have a swim meet tomorrow
than break

isaac's coming into town :]
and so are my godparents
they're so chill
gonna be fun

i'm tired of being chubby
i know if i dropped some lbs.
i could get a lot faster in swimming
which i am
which is crazy
but i'd get even faster if i lost weight

i need to exercise like ms. hartin
haha
that was mean
i feel bad now

moving onnnnn...
emotions?
nothing
cept chillness :]
but thats not really one
im being random

so i can't get any girls
not cool
but eh
i watched the notebook
the girls told me if i grew a beard like the noah in that movie did
i would get some
haha
considering it

so yea
me and phay aren't going to the same colleges
suckssssssss asssssssssssss
would have been so cool
but yea
we're still best friends
i'm sure we'll see each other a lot
i've applied to a lot of places
just need supplements done
when i am done
i should have applied to a&m, harvard, smu, rice, mit, baylor
and i think thats it

if i did by heaven's light get accepted to harvard or mit, i might consider it
isaac could really help me out up there
we could get our own "pad" haha
would be too intense
and he would get me connections
as he gained some

oh my gosh
been playing gears 2 a lot
intense game
love it
ha
i tell people im a nerd a lot more now
which i am
and its cool
cuz im not a wierd nerd
but i can have my moments when im like "dude i know! remember the fatality that liu kang did when he blew a fireball through kano's torso??! TOOO INTENSE!!!"
ha

well idk what else to put
just haven't put one in a while
i really hope i get into one of those colleges

i really hope you all have an awesome break
i really hope i get better in swimming
even tho im already improving, i wouldnt mind doing it in college

well anyways
pce nigs

she's my marilyn monroe

Wed, 01 Oct 2008 01:42:47 GMT

schools been tough
but when hasn't it
i think i have the sat this weekend
hopefully i own
and swimming is looking good

college is bothering the shit out of me
keeps getting closer
and im trying to do early application
its stressful

but ive had fun lately
i decided to go to the shwayze concert last minute
so glad i did
had lots of fun
even if andy was texting the whole time
i was still jumping
laze and royal were legit
and shwayze and cisco just topped it off

idk
im not sure if my senioritis has started yet or not, but if it hasnt, then God help me when it does, haha
but its okay
i plan to become big
someway
and i want all my friends on here and in school too also
so we can enjoy it together
we're gonna have great futures :]
pce

requiem of a dream

Tue, 26 Aug 2008 04:18:49 GMT

last post?
who fking knows

anyways
hmm....
i cant tell yet if this school year looks promising
physics seemed amazing with coach gibbs
until a revolution occurred
and he began his long and dreadful speech on how difficult his class would be
"This will probably be the most difficult class you have ever had."

he is a coach
theres no logical reason for him to be so cool yet intimidating in the studies he will present us at the same time

idk
i'm writing wierd
not comparable to allison of course
but i've tried to expand my vocabulary over the summer
on acount of my low skills in the area
and in doing so i think i am gaining a bit more knowledge
but this is not me
this is the school noah
the academic noah
i will return to my previous writing abilities and low vocab for the remainder of this journal
....(change)

ahahah
i must be so fking out of it
i just felt like typing smart for a little bit
see if i could stand up to allison
of course im no where close
oh well
mrs. swets maybe can help me
i still have a large portion of the book left
around 170 pages
but i think its due around next week
so im set
i already talked about physics
hm...mrs. niehues/strube seemed nice enough
i still have to see what she does and how she acts more
mrs. hatfield...
hmm..pretty chill
meza is still a balla'
swimming is swimming
and bcis
well mrs. yarbrough is out for the first week
so we have a sub

most likely the teachers are trying to act tough with the "no late work and hard reading crap"
but im sure they will ease off
after all it happens every year with them
however isaac did tell me the first semester was stressful with the being accepted into a college and college essays
so we'll see

i've been talking to someone for a while
it seems okay so far
but we do make arguments out of small things
and we aren't even dating
plus she is annoyed that i flirt a lot
which i do
and i try to stop
but idk
i'm still single
i'm still free
there are some great looking girls at central
not gonna lie ;]

omg
tan legs everywhere today
loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeddddddddddddddd it :D
;]

but yea
schools back up
and its time to return to the studies
(change occuring)
i hope to keep my peers updated more frequently
however my studies may become a barricade and disable me for some time to write in the journal
(change)
haha jk

well im looking for linkin park tickets
i'd be delighted if anyone would like to join me :]
it should be around projeckt revolution next year

hope school gets better
nice writing on here again
later :]

since....

Sat, 17 May 2008 12:17:32 GMT

im sick
and cannot sleep
cuz its 7 in the morning on saturday
i thought i would try to cheer everyone up who seems down on these livejournals

people told me my limerick was pretty cool the other day
and for some reason
i kept thinking of more
mostly to make fun of people tho
haha

here we go
its for the girls in this order
jessi
molly
allison
stephanie
cuz those things just popped up in my mind this morning
and i kept developing them
so they're kinda rough i guess

alright

jessi ferguson has big breast
i like them cuz they're bigger than all the rest
they're big and they're sweet
oh boy what a treat
i liked to call her extremely blessed

hahahahaha
;]

molly and me are like jack and rose
in titanic, boy does she like to pose,
her naked body
solely for me
then we smashed in a car from head to toes

hahahahaha
;D
told you a little rough on the first too
not greatest finished
but oh well
nextt..

Allison is the coolest girl i know
she runs hurdles, yea, fo sho
she has the same b-day
and that kinda makes her say
hummers are great, that hoe

hahhahaha
;]

these are cool

i know a girl named stephanie nguyen(win)
she likes to stay stuff like ching chong chin
i call her a chink
but shes cooler than you think
she commits sex sins and likes to swim

:D

hahaha
well i guess thats all
im sick and prolly wont be resting soon
oh well
this made me feel better ;D

ha

Tue, 15 Apr 2008 22:12:52 GMT

im pathetic

idk what to do

i was thinking about going to prom

but i dont want to go by myself

that's stupid

and i don't know who to ask, even if its for just friends

because all my friends who are girls all have a bf or a date

so it kinda blows

actually
sucks dick is a better phrase

honestly

ugh
how i wish i could travel the world with linkin park for the rest of my life

ha, chester,mike,phoenix,rob,brad,and joe are badasses

whats funny is
ill prolly stay home prom night
listening to them
and despite everyone else finding them quite depressing
i find them uplifting
:]

pshh...
idk

oh, btw
i still have no slight idea of where to go in my life

i hate school and college
but the friends make it better

ill keep thinking on that prom thingy
but idk

who the fk

Sat, 15 Mar 2008 06:23:39 GMT

knows what this means?

"je t'aime noah!
je suis tres heureux puisque je connaitre!"

damn you jessi and ur enormous lemons that make you speak french >:[

i saw never back down today

so fking badass

i know that if me and phelan had seen it together
we would have wanted to fight just like that and act like it for at least a week before moving on

haha
same thing with mortal kombat :]

finally spring break

time to relax and have fun :D

chill with me this break please

im not going out of town :[

pce

wow

Wed, 12 Mar 2008 01:50:21 GMT

13 weeks since my last entry
wow

amazes me

maybe ive been too lazy
maybe no time
and still no time
3 essays due friday
but fk that

i want to write

cuz everyone seems super bummed :/

its not cool
so ill try my best to write a nice story

one for jessi
cuz apparently i never get on ;]
one for steph
cuz its her birthday tomorrow :D HAPPY B-DAY :D
one for molly
cuz i love her and she seems like she needs someone :]
one for allison
cuz shes my bestie
and for anyone else in this bad boy

anywhoo

well
this new year has been pretty crazy
i mean
new semester

and ive been tearing up my grades
slightly
and really
idc anymore
i should tho
just one more year after this
than my real life

idk
i feel like going into nanotechnology
theres so many possibilities with that
its amazing
but idk if i could dedicate the rest of my life to that
oh well
tomorrow's tomorrow :]

well
dateless again valentine's day

haha
im pathetic :]
i can't get with a girl for shit
idk
is it cuz im puerto rican, mexican
curly hair?
haha
what?
tell me
hahaha
nahhh, idc, i could live my life by myself
it doesnt phase me as much as it use to
im surprisingly happy
even when i see happy couples at school

idk
im happy for them
and i really am not sad for me anymore
is it kinda heartless?
idk
should i feel bad? maybe a little, to find love
but im still a teen, ive got time

well well well

for those of you who havent made fun of me for it yet
yes
the linkin park concert was canceled in el paso
i didnt get to see them
chester did get brochitits
but i will see them
i swear upon my life
i will
and tho i was severely upset for a few days (not at chester, or anyone, just kinda like, "man i wish i saw them")
i am still very happy

so much good stuff has been happening
super smash bros. brawl came out
and my god
its fking amazing
orgasmic

hahah
badass
so sexy
that cheered me up a lot
hanging with the guys

me and santi just chilling at whataburger at 5 in the morning
its legit
haha
just having guy talk
its cool

then swimming
ahha
love that
tho the workouts are hard
ive made a lot more friends than in sophmore year
im more outgoing this year
and i have more friends in their and in school

haha
at regionals me, matt, and john stayed up in the hotel for a long ass time
laughing so hard
doing crazy stunts on the bed
hahahahahah
too fking funny

then yea
more friends at school
its awesome :]

health is fun
much better than mariachi
its so chill
and coach harvey is a badass

wow
the work's been hard this year
but idk
ive had such a great time

im going to puerto rico this summer
maybe ill finally get some action ;]
haha
just keeding

and phay's coming
yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee boi!
gonna be awesome
party it up
movie rampage
all nighters
brawl
cruising
last summer was so awesome with phay here

i hope it is again

im also going to ut this summer
for some BOYS STATE thingy?
with kent fischer and daniel mcclellan
we're supposed to create a government with other soon to be seniors
hahahaha
and run it for a week
ahahhaa
im gonna create a dictatorship ;]
hahahaha
just keeding

ekkkkkkkkk
so many good movies coming out soon :]
21-haha, that movie reminds me of isaac, with the math and MIT
Iron man, the dark knight
ahh
gonna be amazing
can't wait

and my birthday is in a month
my mom's gonna get me aviators just like my hero chester bennington :D

ahhh
so good
and i've been getting better with dissapointing things
just take them
and deal with them
:]

hmmm.....

ive been thinking
about the senior graduating thing
like
i mean
i want to
but i remember all the way back to kindergarden
those memories
those fun times
those friends
i wont see any of them ever again
its a huge thing
i realize how deep walking across that stage can really mean
but i think im ready
for a new life
tho i'll still cherish my old one :]

well thats all
i hope you enjoyed
didnt get annoyed
and yea
p.s.
my linkin park greatest hits cd that you can only buy in europe so far rox XD

happy birthday stephanie and rachel! :D
here's ur entry jessi
now you know me :]
allison
haha
idk
thursday better rock with you know what ;]
molly
it was nice talking to you today
making crack lines with you
and sniffing them out of ur cleavage
haha kidding ;]
but yea
loved talking :]

well im out
pce nigguhs
throw some comments on this bitch

i like how

Wed, 12 Dec 2007 00:07:00 GMT

some kid named zane bothers me all year when im walking to 7th
and i dont even fucking know him

so after 3 months, i finally decided to push him away when he keeps touching me

but no
when i stand up to this bitch
he has a bitch fit
gets this huge silver pole thingy
and just slings it across my back
when im not looking
and then shoves my head fking hard
then walks away like he just won a fight

i didnt want to fight

i dont really give a fuck

but i know hes gonna bother me again tomorrow
even more tho
not just be gay
but shove and shit

matthew wants to walk with me to swimming now
hes gonna wait for me tomorrow
so hopefully that kid will stop his shit
but he prolly wont
oh well
there are just some assholes in this world
im gonna have to deal with them

im gonna go now
i was having a great month

now i think i have a giant bruise on my back
ugh

ive put my trust in you, pushed as far as i can go

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 20:09:59 GMT

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

this break was legitttttttttttt

loved it
wish it would never end
but hey, you got to face life eventually, no matter how much you dont want to

have to revise an essay for english, but well......you know, english can SUCK IT :D
ill do it, just not an "amazing" job
screw those kids that are in the top 10
sure, im super close to them, and ive done all of it by not worrying
if you noticed, im the only mexican/puerto rican in the top 20
hahahahaahha
xaunna-korean
allison d.-phillipian
^^^^
haha, dont tell me they have a DISadvantage
then the rest are whiteys
makes me feel awkward sometimes
but who cares, im trying, not with my best effort, but im still hangin

anywayzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, back to my break :]

well..we cleaned most of the time, until monday
woke up like at 8:30, and called mofizzle cuz we were going to hang
she just barely woke up, and had to take a shower
so she got nakey ;] and hung up
chilled, drove around, went to stephanie's
haha, her house is sooooooooooooooooo asian
and coco raped me
have a problem with dogs doing that
then got dropped off, gaby picked me up at 1 and we went to jessi's
talked for a whizzle
then watched crank
wierd/dumb movie, haha
oh, and jessi has a picture of her when she was like 8, haha, she looks like princess leia with her bun rolls
hahahahahahahahahaha
she broke my leg for saying that :/
then came home, chilled
wednesday my older bro came, it was badass having him back
had so much fun
thursday fam came, we ate, partied, played guitar hero, watched movies, then played trivial pursuit
it was a blast

then fridayyyyy
i just barely realized that people actually wake up to buy stuff at 4 am, and stores open there
ha
wow
i never knew that, and so yea....i didnt wake up till like 9, and my g-ma wanted to go then, so they went

then like at 4pm i went, and still got legit stuff
my uncle and mom each bought me a new jacket :]
and new shoesssssssssssss :D
WASSUHHHH
then i saw santi at the mall
then target
ha, was wierd
bought a shirt at target
then sweater
then went to santi's for an all nighter
ha
was funnnnnn, fell asleep around 4, haha
we were all scared we were gonna die at 3 a.m.
anthony and me were screaming
and santi kept doing his voldemort voice, haah
then at like 4 with lights out, i did my jigsaw voice
haha
freaked them outtttttttt
saturday the family all chilled
a little more shopping
just hanged at the mall(actually really fun dancing in jc penny with fam)
then came home, watched pans labyrinth all together
then me, matt, isaac, and my cousin adrian stayed up till like 2, baked cookies, and played monopoly
ha, then they had to all leave this morning :/
but ill see them in a month, so its all good, and in el paso :]
christmas is coming up fast
gonna buy people stuff
molly some pantiez
jessi a bra
allison some skanky bra
stephanie some skanky skirt
ha j/k ;]
if you want tho, ill get it ;D
swimming, school tomorrow

4 more weeks
and back off
i can handle it
hope everyone had a great break :]

shady's back, tell a friend

Sun, 18 Nov 2007 04:30:29 GMT

OKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

NOAHS BACK!!
chyeah

and it seems everyone has gotten more drama in their lives since ive left

WOW

sorry guys

feel your pain

but im also really happy rite now :D

idk why
just got home from a swim meet in monahans

we wrecked

2 ribbons for me bitchez

and drums
have been awesome

went to a football game
was a good one
had fun
then THANKSGIVING BREAK!!!!

YESSS

and i swear to God
molly, we have to chill

jessi, we have to chill

allison, we have to chill

options?

movies
mall
just drive around

idk :]

just something

great talk on the way back with friends from the swim meet
found out some cool stuff

so yea
heres my life:

school:
eh, lesosky=gay
only class i hate
and teacher im kinda hating on too
she thinks shes funny
shes not
if ur one of those ditzy people who think she is
well, i have no problem with it
but seriously, being that ditzy first period
i dont want to deal with her shit

mariachi:
ok, we're playing good, but im not feeling it much longer

swimming:
gettting faster, stronger, hairs growing back

btw, im thinking of redoing my mustache, but like diff.
like the way those guys that all girls think are hot have them
yea
haha

then drums
badass
pretty much it

ISAAC'S coming BACK!!!
havent seen my older brother in forever, gonna be awesome

then all my family too :D

just excited
havent talked to phay in a while

but i will

need to tell him whats been going on here
and yea

dudeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

swimmers agree
the sophmore group this year has the hottest, hands down, girls of all the years
hahaha
i mean

so much better
sure we have cuties and hotties too

but dayum
haha
idk

well im tired now

gonna go make galletas :]
i<3 you all

p.s.
puerto rico this summer :D

holy

Tue, 30 Oct 2007 23:23:05 GMT

gonna shave my stache thursday night
and gohtee :/

gonna look freaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakyyyy

oh well
need to do a gay gay gay essay

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

why am i sucking at that class!!!

haha

help me

and lets take pics together :]

Sat, 27 Oct 2007 21:47:31 GMT

haunted house!!! at amber tarango's casa

suppor the mariachi :D
1826 lindell avenue

7-10 saturday and sunday

we worked really hard to set it up

and it actually looks pretty good

:]
small tho
but good

please go

i heard central won
thats cool

me and matt had fun tho, cuz it was his b-day and we were capping cans with the paintballs guns my dad got us from the military

so they're like the real pistol stuff
crazy

got to return them tho :/

buying matt guitar hero 3 tomorrow

party?
yes

call this week to chill

or just show up at the haunted house :D

ill be in there ;]
ill tap ur butt
that way you know its me ;]
hahahah

peace nukkas

hunger get what hunger wants

Sun, 21 Oct 2007 03:47:04 GMT

that math test is mos def. to the mofo gonna be my drop test grade

haha

so stupid and hard

pshhh...
eff it

im puerto rican
its all good

hahahahah
i love the boondocks

glad its showing again :D
so funny

and it says the word jessi does not allow me to say about 2000 times!!!!!!

hahah TAKE THAT :D

i washed the cars today

felt like a true mexican and puerto rican again :D

then went in the attic, and almost fell 10ft and broke my face/wrist/leg/something
ahah

was getting the halloween stuff down

now we put it up tomorrow

wont be much, but hey, i like to keep up with the holidays

ha, i wonder how george lopez was today

love that guy

haha
and at the psat
it was so unfair, but so funny

the teacher actually farted

not even a squeak either
but like a BOOM!!
HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

i wouldnt have laughed, but i fking had to look at mondo, and once i saw his face

there was no stopping it
hahah, we were laughing with our face in our arms for at least 5 minutes

hahahhhahahah
there goes my national merit
ha

ugh, want to drive so badly

but have to wait until dec.
not too much longer

matt's birthday is friday

and jessi was mean to him today
threw stuff at him

i understand molly and jessi hitting me for being "mean"
even THO I DONT SAY A WORD!!!!!
and somehow im mean

but not matt, even tho hes worse than me
they just dont know that
haha

ha
im so tired
im gonna go lay down on my digimon covers

and think bout uhh......

that cheerleader looks pretty good ;].....

so does that other girl

and that other girl

its called freedom

and i have it

dont hate
:D

i dont have "chronic bitch dependency"

ahahahahaha

boondocks :D
haha

gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dayumm!!!

Thu, 18 Oct 2007 03:05:59 GMT

hahah

idk

swim meet tomorrow

gonna be eh

but at least i get out of half of school, PLUS time off cuz of pep rally

chicka yea! :D

omg, chester bennington(singer of linkin park, yes im talking of linkin park again, get over it) is even more my hero now!!!

i saw the video of how he broke his wrist while touring

during the song and like in the middle of the concert

rolled around like 2 seconds, then got up and did great again

SO MUCH FKING HEART!!! love that guy

nuff being gay
time to talk about ladies ;]

haha, i got none :/
no sophmores, cuz i talk to some cute ones, and they flirt too, but i have no classes with them so its kinda hard

yee, but its all good, im back to where i was in 8th and 9th grade and i feel GREAT!!! :]

phelan called today
we remembered the good ol' days

was cool

ha

knew teachers would ease off after 1st six weeks, its much easier now :D

tho my classes are getting empty :/, cept chemistry :]

my froooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

its just dynamic, ha, not really, im not sure about it yet, but idk

haha, and my stache, well i was thinking of shaving it, and jessi's little sister ivy told me to, then told me she would grow one just for me, haha, i dont think shes even old enough to

p.s. jessi does the nasty with cesar ;]

haha

and mo molly fo sholly is puttin on dem moves on her boiiiiiiii

shyeah!!

im bored

and tired

goodnight

wish me luck at the meet, it'll be in odessa

using my mojo to kill theirs ;]

haha

buh bye :D

ha

Mon, 15 Oct 2007 01:30:49 GMT

me and molly absolutely never do anything when we do hw together

we just talk

and she grabs my sides and stabs me with her pen until finally i like stab/draw with that pen a heart on her chest

i was originally stabbing for the b00bs, but she squeezes really hard

then she makes fun of fat wierd people
and makes me laugh

then i feel like shit :[

cuz i know those people are prolly really nice

im trying to be nicer to the world

and not make fun of people :]
at least not too much

cuz i hate when people do it to me :/

but we had a fun time

haha, jessi never called molly back

who would have thought that? i mean seriously? jessi? didnt call back? impossible!! preposterous!!!
haha ;]

do not understand this science lab

sux ass

im gonna start working out twice as much now

not like in swimming

but just at home and stuff

crunches, situps
you know
get that bod ;]

then be in a bod commercial

DUN DUN, DUN DUN, DUN
"I want your BOD"
bod man, fragrance sprays, from body fantasies

haha

all that up there is prolly a lie

i have no will power to do that

well
gonna go
andizzle called

science time :p

gay
bye :]

swimming

Sun, 14 Oct 2007 02:28:22 GMT

geeze

woke up today at 5:25 then left for abilene at 6:00 for the swim meet
and my mom left to el paso, family troubles, :/, not in mine, but in my mom's side

ugh

anywayz, the swim meet was looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong
even tho we did good

haha
i was laughing the entire time
cuz john, nathan, and me were making up the dumbest shit

and on the last race we were racing some guys in speedos

i was like "i can take a guy in a speedo"
haha

and yea, haha, i pwned him, nasty too

then my pops picked me and matt up and left for home

awake the entire time on the trip home
then yea

now im home

dull day

haha
so ill just talk about what we talked about in the swim meet

APPARENTLY only on very rare occurences are there any hot chick swimmers
i mean seriously

i barfed at least 10 times from fat rolls alone

AAHAHAHAHHAHA

and we had some others
but i cant remember them

so tired

haha, and now who am i gonna walk with after 3rd? now that jessi's taken haha
i knowwwwwwwwwwwwww ;]

but im not telling you who i will be walking with
its a secret

and im tired
ummmm.....molly
SI SE PUEDE!!! :D

and thats all i got

start packing now :/

oh well, i lived there as a child

later

Fri, 12 Oct 2007 23:53:40 GMT

i finally feel like my other mexican side now

we packed into caleb's car today and went to a&w and long john silver's

legit

we just kept coming out of that car

haha
soccer mom ;]
hahaha

then we just chilled and ate, was awesome

i went to the vietnam moving wall today

it was really neat
and i felt really bad for the elderly i saw there
they must have lost relatives or close friends :/
i wonder if mr. ayers knows anyone :/

i looked up my name in the book

lozada-------------------new york
lozada-------------------puerto rico

only 2
:/
i wonder if i was related to the one in puerto rico, his real last name was lozada-wichy, but thats what some of my relatives have, 2 last names like that

whoah

i hope they took some guys down with them singing puerto rican music
ha

:]

today was a blowoff, so awesome

but i have kinda a lot of hw
and a project essay that i have no clue when is due :/

tomorrow = swim meet in abilene

ugh, i dont want to go
no senior guys are on team, and some guys failed
we mite get wrecked :p

first time in forever too
wish us luck

i hopefully will get home around 8 if abilene runs well

maybe we could still have time to hangout?
movies?
just chill

yesssssssssssssssssss
do it
:D
bye

chikka yea!!

Thu, 11 Oct 2007 01:03:11 GMT

GET DOWN!!!!

I saw shawty dancin' on the floor
I'm kind of nervous to approach her though
she's so stylish like a supermodel
Should I meet her (Yes I think you oughta)

The needle dropped
My track was hot
we began to rock
Our eyes were locked

I LUV UR SONG
Yeah gurl sing along
She said DJ's MAKE MY HEARTACHE
I said Baby watch the place shake like an Earthquake

[Chorus]
Drop that 8o8
The wall's begin to shake
It's to much for the club to take
It's shakin' like an Earthquake
Devastation from the sounds I'm makin'
And there's no escaping from the bass
It's shakin' like an Earthquake

10.0 on the richter scale
It's shakin' like an Earthquake
Move ur tail
Bout that time my people all were quakin'
another 10.0 was in the makin'

Like a natural disaster
Run for the pasture
Cause the bass will flow
Take you out like El Nino

It's rumbling, crumbling, all the way down
It's tumbling, fumbling, You love that sound
CAN YOU TURN UP THE BASS?
Sorry gurl I can't hear in this place
I HAVE A REQUEST THAT I'D LIKE TO MAKE!
Well, what you wanna hear gurl? Shake like an Earthquake?

[Chorus]

Drop that 8o8
The wall's begin to shake
It's to much for the club to take
It's shakin' like an Earthquake
Devastation from the sounds I'm makin'
And there's no escaping from the Bass
It's shakin' like an Earthquake

10.0 on the richter scale
It's shakin' like an Earthquake
Move ur tail

Ready?! OK!!!!

Boom boom, you broke it down, you broke it down, now build it up,
build it up, build it up

Boom boom, you broke it down, you broke it down, now shake it up,
shake it up, shake it up

Boom boom, you broke it down, you broke it down, now break it up,
break it up, break it up, WOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

[Chorus]

SHAKE IT ON DOWN [x3]

MOVE URSELF WHEN YOU HEAR THAT SOUND

haha
that song was stuck in my head all day
was freaking singing it in every class

haha
seth and caleb joined me in singing it in history
shizznit!!!

haha
jessi, mofo is my word, dont steal it

awwww.....:]
its snoopy's birthday!!!!! :D

we're making him a cake saturday, to bad ill be at abilene most of the day :/, for swimming
but ill take pics and put it on :]

wow, 13 years with snoopy
my first pet
i love him so much

i dread the day it comes....:'[
ive thought about it before
really bums me out

but hes alive and well :D
lazy as hell tho, haha

but can get all grumpy and attack chu
so whatch y0 AZZ!!!
haha

mayne
field trip in english!!!!
chicka chicka yea!
going 3rd and 4th :D
friday i think
yee

gonna be a blast
haha
brandi is so ditzy
its cute sometimes tho
tells me im her backup ?
haha, thats dumb

omfg
ahhahahaha
john in swimming made the stupidest face when he saw some hotass girls walking by
hahahahahah
i laughed for so long, the entire lane did
haha

then in the locker room, me and nathan were intimidating something stupid, and we noticed it looked like we're jacking off, hahaha, and 2 little kids walked in, like in 4th and 5th grade and saw us doing those gestures hahahah
they walked by, they didnt really notice
haha
we were like
"they dont know what that is yet"
haha

legit

ohkay
gonna find out what hw i have
science lab
math quiz
history packet due friday :/
umm.....i think thats it :D

later foolz !!!

haha

Mon, 08 Oct 2007 23:34:15 GMT

hahaha, me and andy do the dumbest shit

allison sent the video that we made in addison's great uncle's bathroom hahahahaahah

its about washing hands

its so stupid
but funny
you can find it on youtube at i think "How to wash your hands: By Andy Taylor"

i think thats what allison wrote for it

haha
i sound crunk on it, cuz you cant understand a word im saying
and i only say like 3 hahahahah

gotta watch it

go go go

yay bcis buddiez
maybe ill have a class with allison again :]

and finally a class with jessi :D

but knowing school
they keep us apart :/

pshh...oh well

i might just move up to phay's town for senior year

haha, yea right
said it was the gayest town ever

been wearing to much black lately
gonna wear something ragged, but nice at the same time tomorrow, hahaha

ill be singing "so krispy" all day
hahahaha

haha, i cant breathe in swimming at all
the 9th grader coach's son, john, makes me laugh way to much

today after sprints, he was like
"HEY noah! what the fuck was that!?! you better be get ur ass in there and push it!! thats why ur on this varsity team!!!
TO FUCKING SWIM!!!! THAT WAS BULLSHIT!!! you better start hauling, or ill see to it that ur taken off this team...

BITCH"
hahahahah
the sophmores are cool to
thats prolly why i dont use the term "junior" to push them around
i just do it anywayz, haha

ha, got to revise an essay now

mmmmmm...........marble slab molly ;]

i can walk to ur work now!!! :D

ill visit you guys then go watch a movie or something :]

well

Sun, 07 Oct 2007 20:57:49 GMT

my mom said if i wanted to i could drop mariachi next semester to get my health credit

im kinda cool for it, but kinda not

idk who is in health this year

and i dont even know if they have a 5th period health class, with b lunch!

i dont really want any of my classes switched around to much either, mrs. leeper has only 2nd and 3rd

so that means i would have to maybe go to mr. morris', cuz i think there is only health 1st and 2nd, but i could be wrong

mr. morris i heard was VERY opinionated
like push it on you
but then he says he doesnt mean it like that
but he still does it

idk, i guess id be ok with him, i get a long with everyone, but mrs. leeper was legit

hopefully ill still have her

and big momma

well idk, i guess i could join back in senior year, cuz ill be done with spanish and health, and all i would need is bcis
but im not even going to the trip this year, so idk, me and matt wanted to, but didnt
it was dumb

whos taking bcis next year? maybe we'll have a class together

i think wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to far ahead ;] haha

i feel better now
i was a little "lethargic"(vocab, wassuh mrs. lesosky, hah) but now im better

essay still
and math
ugh
bye :]

prolly write another one of these just to procrastinate more ;]

Sun, 07 Oct 2007 18:44:40 GMT

iim sorry for what ive said

im sorry for what ive wrote

im sorry for what ive felt

im sorry for what ive done

i didnt mean it, i was just upset thats all

sorry guys, i really dont mean that stuff i write in livejournal all the time

maybe was feeling self-centered

idk, just kinda feeling weird and tired rite now

i have a swim meet this coming weekend
i hate it, last to long

i feel like a baby bear scavenging for food in my kitchen, haha
im hungry
gonna go
math
english essay
bye :/

jessi

Sun, 07 Oct 2007 06:20:28 GMT

i tried my best to find a way to make you feel better

this was the best i could think of

my mom use to make me feel better with this song
i hope uve heard it

Hush, little baby, don't say a word,
Mama's going to buy you a mockingbird.
And if that mockingbird don't sing,
Mama's going to buy you a diamond ring.
And if that diamond ring turns brass,
Mama's going to buy you a looking glass.
And if that looking glass gets broke,
Mama's going to buy you a billy goat.
And if that billy goat won't pull,
Mama's going to buy you a cart and bull.
And if that cart and bull turn over,
Mama's going to buy you a dog named Cooper. :]
And if that dog named Petey won't bark, ;]
Mama's going to buy you a horse and cart.
And if that horse and cart fall down,
You'll still be the sweetest little baby in town.

<3