13 weeks since my last entry
wow

amazes me

maybe ive been too lazy
maybe no time
and still no time
3 essays due friday
but fk that

i want to write

cuz everyone seems super bummed :/

its not cool
so ill try my best to write a nice story

one for jessi
cuz apparently i never get on ;]
one for steph
cuz its her birthday tomorrow :D HAPPY B-DAY :D
one for molly
cuz i love her and she seems like she needs someone :]
one for allison
cuz shes my bestie
and for anyone else in this bad boy

anywhoo


well
this new year has been pretty crazy
i mean
new semester

and ive been tearing up my grades
slightly
and really
idc anymore
i should tho
just one more year after this
than my real life

idk
i feel like going into nanotechnology
theres so many possibilities with that
its amazing
but idk if i could dedicate the rest of my life to that
oh well
tomorrow's tomorrow :]

well
dateless again valentine's day

haha
im pathetic :]
i can't get with a girl for shit
idk
is it cuz im puerto rican, mexican
curly hair?
haha
what?
tell me
hahaha
nahhh, idc, i could live my life by myself
it doesnt phase me as much as it use to
im surprisingly happy
even when i see happy couples at school

idk
im happy for them
and i really am not sad for me anymore
is it kinda heartless?
idk
should i feel bad? maybe a little, to find love
but im still a teen, ive got time



well well well

for those of you who havent made fun of me for it yet
yes
the linkin park concert was canceled in el paso
i didnt get to see them
chester did get brochitits
but i will see them
i swear upon my life
i will
and tho i was severely upset for a few days (not at chester, or anyone, just kinda like, "man i wish i saw them")
i am still very happy


so much good stuff has been happening
super smash bros. brawl came out
and my god
its fking amazing
orgasmic

hahah
badass
so sexy
that cheered me up a lot
hanging with the guys

me and santi just chilling at whataburger at 5 in the morning
its legit
haha
just having guy talk
its cool

then swimming
ahha
love that
tho the workouts are hard
ive made a lot more friends than in sophmore year
im more outgoing this year
and i have more friends in their and in school

haha
at regionals me, matt, and john stayed up in the hotel for a long ass time
laughing so hard
doing crazy stunts on the bed
hahahahahah
too fking funny

then yea
more friends at school
its awesome :]

health is fun
much better than mariachi
its so chill
and coach harvey is a badass

wow
the work's been hard this year
but idk
ive had such a great time

im going to puerto rico this summer
maybe ill finally get some action ;]
haha
just keeding

and phay's coming
yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee boi!
gonna be awesome
party it up
movie rampage
all nighters
brawl
cruising
last summer was so awesome with phay here

i hope it is again

im also going to ut this summer
for some BOYS STATE thingy?
with kent fischer and daniel mcclellan
we're supposed to create a government with other soon to be seniors
hahahaha
and run it for a week
ahahhaa
im gonna create a dictatorship ;]
hahahaha
just keeding

ekkkkkkkkk
so many good movies coming out soon :]
21-haha, that movie reminds me of isaac, with the math and MIT
Iron man, the dark knight
ahh
gonna be amazing
can't wait


and my birthday is in a month
my mom's gonna get me aviators just like my hero chester bennington :D

ahhh
so good
and i've been getting better with dissapointing things
just take them
and deal with them
:]

hmmm.....

ive been thinking
about the senior graduating thing
like
i mean
i want to
but i remember all the way back to kindergarden
those memories
those fun times
those friends
i wont see any of them ever again
its a huge thing
i realize how deep walking across that stage can really mean
but i think im ready
for  a new life
tho i'll still cherish my old one :]


well thats all
i hope you enjoyed
didnt get annoyed
and yea
p.s.
my linkin park greatest hits cd that you can only buy in europe so far rox XD

happy birthday stephanie and rachel! :D
here's ur entry jessi
now you know me :]
allison
haha
idk
thursday better rock with you know what ;]
molly
it was nice talking to you today
making crack lines with you
and sniffing them out of ur cleavage
haha kidding ;]
but yea
loved talking :]

well im out
pce nigguhs
throw some comments on this bitch

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