i like this town
sometimes
but the more i think of it
the happier i am to be leaving
san angelo is okay
but when none of your friends do anything with you
well thats just bullshit

im tired of it all
nobody i use to hang out with and have good times with wants to chill with me anymore
they have all moved on
they always have to hang with another friend
it pisses me off
im glad im going to penn for spring break to see phay
or at least should
he always was down to chill
probably the only guy

a new life might change that for me
college means new friends
new people to chill with
hopefully they won't always have something better to do

sorry for bitching

well well well
how you guys been doing lately?
me?
same loser
same games
same noah


basically not much has changed
except for a tad few things

*ahem*
soooooooooo
thanksgiving was badass
lots of family over
watched movies
played games
good time

then isaac left again for another two weeks
school picked up
i'm not sure where i stand as of now in ranking
hopefully the same or a bit higher
i swear the stress gets to my brain sometimes
i need to just chill
anyways
i did fairly well in all my classes
and yea
Christmas break right?
time to relax?
wrong
i still have swimming
18 hours of it matter of fact
and when i started back up this monday
i was barely recovering from being sick
and 3 hours of swimming a day being kind of sick
sux big dick
so much pain

but yea
before thattttttttt
i went to el paso
for Christmas
now..
i like el paso
but come on
the kids are so stuck up there!
i can't get one look from any of the hot girls in the mall
okay
exaggeration
but still
everyone that bumps into you will not say excuse me
no manners
all hot tho
still does not make up for it
i got some pretty chill stuff from santa
and bought a scarf and pants
basically it
not too bad
then i went to some house party
was weak shit
last  one  i went to over there was huge
so i don't drink yea, but still, there's usually entertainment or something
blew
but my cousin ivan who took me and isaac didn't want to go, and we just did it cuz it was 2 in the morning with nothing to do
leroy(ivan's best friend) always makes me laugh tho, and he was there
so its cool
then i got to drive nightrider six hours back to san angelo
by myself
so we could swim the next day
man
it gets pretty boring until night
i wanted to sleep
ha
but that means bye bye noah from this world
i hope no one would be happy with that
:]
and then swimming
plus i need to read a book for english by monday
there was a halo party at dan's house today
but we didn't really play that much
we played pool and ping pong and other fun games
good night today

oh btw
im accepted into baylor and smu right now
and my harvard application is due the first of the new year
yikes
rice has already been sent in
im worried
isaac was accepted to all his schools
even tho im not him, and didn't apply to the same schools he did (Stanford, Yale, Harvard, MIT)
i still want some sort of pride in being accepted to some top tier schools
oh well

i hope 2008 was great for all of you
mine was fairly nice
especially summer
see you all in the new year
one step closer to graduation
keep in touch
pce

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Boss of Me-They Might Be Giants

eyyyyyyyyyy

break finally
wooooo

actually no
i have a swim meet tomorrow
than break

isaac's coming into town :]
and so are my godparents
they're so chill
gonna be fun

i'm tired of being chubby
i know if i dropped some lbs.
i could get a lot faster in swimming
which i am
which is crazy
but i'd get even faster if i lost weight

i need to exercise like ms. hartin
haha
that was mean
i feel bad now


moving onnnnn...
emotions?
nothing
cept chillness :]
but thats not really one
im being random

so i can't get any girls
not cool
but eh
i watched the notebook
the girls told me if i grew a beard like the noah in that movie did
i would get some
haha
considering it



so yea
me and phay aren't going to the same colleges
suckssssssss asssssssssssss
would have been so cool
but yea
we're still best friends
i'm sure we'll see each other a lot
i've applied to a lot of places
just need supplements done
when i am done
i should have applied to a&m, harvard, smu, rice, mit, baylor
and i think thats it

if i did by heaven's light get accepted to harvard or mit, i might consider it
isaac could really help me out up there
we could get our own "pad" haha
would be too intense
and he would get me connections
as he gained some

oh my gosh
been playing gears 2 a lot
intense game
love it
ha
i tell people im a nerd a lot more now
which i am
and its cool
cuz im not a wierd nerd
but i can have my moments when im like "dude i know! remember the fatality that liu kang did when he blew a fireball through kano's torso??! TOOO INTENSE!!!"
ha


well idk what else to put
just haven't put one in a while
i really hope i get into one of those colleges

i really hope you all have an awesome break
i really hope i get better in swimming
even tho im already improving, i wouldnt mind doing it in college

well anyways
pce nigs

Current Music: the rock show

schools been tough
but when hasn't it
i think i have the sat this weekend
hopefully i own
and swimming is looking good

college is bothering the shit out of me
keeps getting closer
and im trying to do early application
its stressful

but ive had fun lately
i decided to go to the shwayze concert last minute
so glad i did
had lots of fun
even if andy was texting the whole time
i was still jumping
laze and royal were legit
and shwayze and cisco just topped it off


idk
im not sure if my senioritis has started yet or not, but if it hasnt, then God help me when it does, haha
but its okay
i plan to become big
someway
and i want all my friends on here and in school too also
so we can enjoy it together
we're gonna have great futures :]
pce

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: marilyn monroe by laze and royal

last post?
who fking knows

anyways
hmm....
i cant tell yet if this school year looks promising
physics seemed amazing with coach gibbs
until a revolution occurred
and he began his long and dreadful speech on how difficult his class would be
"This will probably be the most difficult class you have ever had."

he is a coach
theres no logical reason for him to be so cool yet intimidating in the studies he will present us at the same time

idk
i'm writing wierd
not comparable to allison of course
but i've tried to expand my vocabulary over the summer
on acount of my low skills in the area
and in doing so i think i am gaining a bit more knowledge
but this is not me
this is the school noah
the academic noah
i will return to my previous writing abilities and low vocab for the remainder of this journal
....(change)

ahahah
i must be so fking out of it
i just felt like typing smart for a little bit
see if i could stand up to allison
of course im no where close
oh well
mrs. swets maybe can help me
i still have a large portion of the book left
around 170 pages
but i think its due around next week
so im set
i already talked about physics
hm...mrs. niehues/strube seemed nice enough
i still have to see what she does and how she acts more
mrs. hatfield...
hmm..pretty chill
meza is still a balla'
swimming is swimming
and bcis
well mrs. yarbrough is out for the first week
so we have a sub


most likely the teachers are trying to act tough with the "no late work and hard reading crap"
but im sure they will ease off
after all it happens every year with them
however isaac did tell me the first semester was stressful with the being accepted into a college and college essays
so we'll see

i've been talking to someone for a while
it seems okay so far
but we do make arguments out of small things
and we aren't even dating
plus she is annoyed that i flirt a lot
which i do
and i try to stop
but idk
i'm still single
i'm still free
there are some great looking girls at central
not gonna lie ;]

omg
tan legs everywhere today
loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeddddddddddddddd it :D
;]

but yea
schools back up
and its time to return to the studies
(change occuring)
i hope to keep my peers updated more frequently
however my studies may become a barricade and disable me for some time to write in the journal
(change)
haha jk


well im looking for linkin park tickets
i'd be delighted if anyone would like to join me :]
it should be around projeckt revolution next year

hope school gets better
nice writing on here again
later :]

Tags: an attempt to rise
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: freedom to love

im sick
and cannot sleep
cuz its 7 in the morning on saturday
i thought i would try to cheer everyone up who seems down on these livejournals

people told me my limerick was pretty cool the other day
and for some reason
i kept thinking of more
mostly to make fun of people tho
haha

here we go
its for the girls in this order
jessi
molly
allison
stephanie
cuz those things just popped up in my mind this morning
and i kept developing them
so they're kinda rough i guess


alright

jessi ferguson has big breast
i like them cuz they're bigger than all the rest
they're big and they're sweet
oh boy what a treat
i liked to call her extremely blessed


hahahahaha
;]


molly and me are like jack and rose
in titanic, boy does she like to pose,
her naked body
solely for me
then we smashed in a car from head to toes


hahahahaha
;D
told you a little rough on the first too
not greatest finished
but oh well
nextt..

Allison is the coolest girl i know
she runs hurdles, yea, fo sho
she has the same b-day
and that kinda makes her say
hummers are great, that hoe 


hahhahaha
;]

these are cool

i know a girl named stephanie nguyen(win)
she likes to stay stuff like ching chong chin
i call her a chink
but shes cooler than you think
she commits sex sins and likes to swim 

:D


hahaha
well i guess thats all
im sick and prolly wont be resting soon
oh well
this made me feel better ;D

Current Music: afterlife

im pathetic

idk what to do

i was thinking about going to prom

but i dont want to go by myself

that's stupid

and i don't know who to ask, even if its for just friends

because all my friends who are girls all have a bf or a date

so it kinda blows

actually
sucks dick is a better phrase

honestly 

ugh
how i wish i could travel the world with linkin park for the rest of my life

ha, chester,mike,phoenix,rob,brad,and joe are badasses

whats funny is
ill prolly stay home prom night
listening to them
and despite everyone else finding them quite depressing
i find them uplifting
:]

pshh...
idk 



oh, btw
i still have no slight idea of where to go in my life

i hate school and college
but the friends make it better

ill keep thinking on that prom thingy
but idk

knows what this means?

"je t'aime noah!
je suis tres heureux puisque je connaitre!"

damn you jessi and ur enormous lemons that make you speak french >:[


i saw never back down today

so fking badass

i know that if me and phelan had seen it together
we would have wanted to fight just like that and act like it for at least a week before moving on

haha
same thing with mortal kombat :]

finally spring break

time to relax and have fun :D

chill with me this break please

im not going out of town :[

pce

13 weeks since my last entry
wow

amazes me

maybe ive been too lazy
maybe no time
and still no time
3 essays due friday
but fk that

i want to write

cuz everyone seems super bummed :/

its not cool
so ill try my best to write a nice story

one for jessi
cuz apparently i never get on ;]
one for steph
cuz its her birthday tomorrow :D HAPPY B-DAY :D
one for molly
cuz i love her and she seems like she needs someone :]
one for allison
cuz shes my bestie
and for anyone else in this bad boy

anywhoo


well
this new year has been pretty crazy
i mean
new semester

and ive been tearing up my grades
slightly
and really
idc anymore
i should tho
just one more year after this
than my real life

idk
i feel like going into nanotechnology
theres so many possibilities with that
its amazing
but idk if i could dedicate the rest of my life to that
oh well
tomorrow's tomorrow :]

well
dateless again valentine's day

haha
im pathetic :]
i can't get with a girl for shit
idk
is it cuz im puerto rican, mexican
curly hair?
haha
what?
tell me
hahaha
nahhh, idc, i could live my life by myself
it doesnt phase me as much as it use to
im surprisingly happy
even when i see happy couples at school

idk
im happy for them
and i really am not sad for me anymore
is it kinda heartless?
idk
should i feel bad? maybe a little, to find love
but im still a teen, ive got time



well well well

for those of you who havent made fun of me for it yet
yes
the linkin park concert was canceled in el paso
i didnt get to see them
chester did get brochitits
but i will see them
i swear upon my life
i will
and tho i was severely upset for a few days (not at chester, or anyone, just kinda like, "man i wish i saw them")
i am still very happy


so much good stuff has been happening
super smash bros. brawl came out
and my god
its fking amazing
orgasmic

hahah
badass
so sexy
that cheered me up a lot
hanging with the guys

me and santi just chilling at whataburger at 5 in the morning
its legit
haha
just having guy talk
its cool

then swimming
ahha
love that
tho the workouts are hard
ive made a lot more friends than in sophmore year
im more outgoing this year
and i have more friends in their and in school

haha
at regionals me, matt, and john stayed up in the hotel for a long ass time
laughing so hard
doing crazy stunts on the bed
hahahahahah
too fking funny

then yea
more friends at school
its awesome :]

health is fun
much better than mariachi
its so chill
and coach harvey is a badass

wow
the work's been hard this year
but idk
ive had such a great time

im going to puerto rico this summer
maybe ill finally get some action ;]
haha
just keeding

and phay's coming
yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee boi!
gonna be awesome
party it up
movie rampage
all nighters
brawl
cruising
last summer was so awesome with phay here

i hope it is again

im also going to ut this summer
for some BOYS STATE thingy?
with kent fischer and daniel mcclellan
we're supposed to create a government with other soon to be seniors
hahahaha
and run it for a week
ahahhaa
im gonna create a dictatorship ;]
hahahaha
just keeding

ekkkkkkkkk
so many good movies coming out soon :]
21-haha, that movie reminds me of isaac, with the math and MIT
Iron man, the dark knight
ahh
gonna be amazing
can't wait


and my birthday is in a month
my mom's gonna get me aviators just like my hero chester bennington :D

ahhh
so good
and i've been getting better with dissapointing things
just take them
and deal with them
:]

hmmm.....

ive been thinking
about the senior graduating thing
like
i mean
i want to
but i remember all the way back to kindergarden
those memories
those fun times
those friends
i wont see any of them ever again
its a huge thing
i realize how deep walking across that stage can really mean
but i think im ready
for  a new life
tho i'll still cherish my old one :]


well thats all
i hope you enjoyed
didnt get annoyed
and yea
p.s.
my linkin park greatest hits cd that you can only buy in europe so far rox XD

happy birthday stephanie and rachel! :D
here's ur entry jessi
now you know me :]
allison
haha
idk
thursday better rock with you know what ;]
molly
it was nice talking to you today
making crack lines with you
and sniffing them out of ur cleavage
haha kidding ;]
but yea
loved talking :]

well im out
pce nigguhs
throw some comments on this bitch

Current Music: stockholm syndrome

some kid named zane bothers me all year when im walking to 7th
and i dont even fucking know him

so after 3 months, i finally decided to push him away when he keeps touching me

but no
when i stand up to this bitch
he has a bitch fit
gets this huge silver pole thingy
and just slings it across my back
when im not looking
and then shoves my head fking hard
then walks away like he just won a fight

i didnt want to fight

i dont really give a fuck

but i know hes gonna bother me again tomorrow
even more tho
not just be gay
but shove and shit

matthew wants to walk with me to swimming now
hes gonna wait for me tomorrow
so hopefully that kid will stop his shit
but he prolly wont
oh well
there are just some assholes in this world
im gonna have to deal with them


im gonna go now
i was having a great month

now i think i have a giant bruise on my back
ugh